Postpartum

Can you experience postpartum depression after 2 years since birth?

My husband and I are going through a rough time but I feel like there is something more.

I am not experiencing joy. And I love people and life but I feel almost in a tunnel. And my unhappiness makes me literally nauseous.

I feel like I have to lie to my family and friends and coworker even the grocery clerk when I say I am doing good.

Scariest part is I just want to get away. Nothing suicidal but I have dreams of moving to a small town far away, and that I wouldn’t miss my husband and daughter if I did.

Know that I am looking into counseling. I know that I need it.

Could this be postpartum? Have any of you experienced such a drastic change in mentality like this? Some help?