Struggling with sneak peek results!

I got my sneak peek test done at an ultra sound studio by a licensed phlebotomist so there would be no chance of contamination (however the phlebotomist was male which was concerning but the place said they’ve never had a wrong result). I got my results back and it says... boy!

I was really hoping for a girl. I’ve been crying since I got the email and I can’t tell if I’m just emotional and overwhelmed of the thought of having 2 boys or I’m actually disappointed! Anyone else struggled with the gender of their baby? It sounds so silly and ungrateful, and I know I will love *him* either way, but I need help processing this!