Planning My Pregnancy ☹

In Order For Me To Get Pregnant I Have To Actually Plan My pregnancy. Why? Because I Have Lupus And The Medications I'm Taking Are To Strong For A Baby And Can Cause Birth Defects. However The New Medicine I'm Prescribed Are Causing Me Side Effects. Which Is Flaring Up My Lupus. I'm Seconding Guessing Even Having A Baby Because Of These Annoying Issues I'm Having. I'm 24 By The Way. Should I Give Up? Or Stick Through The Pain To Try And Have My Baby?