Feeling Hopeless

Beth

Well, had our first ttc cycle after the miscarriage of our first child, and I could have sworn I was having so many symptoms, I was so excited. today I was 11 dpo.... and boom got my period, I cant stop crying today. I have been trying to keep busy but my heart just aches.... how can this happen to so many people when all we want is a child to love. I find myself so bitter when I go to the store and see a pregnant woman, and I tell my self to be happy for her bc she could have went through what I am right now.... but not knowing.....is the hardest and most heartbreaking feeling in the whole world. To all my miscarriage Mamas, I pray for you all every day, lots of love and sticky baby dust to all of us!