so it’s summer and all my friends are out of town so i have no one to hang out with. then i see their snap stories of them cliff jumping and kayaking and having summer, one even went to montreal. then theirs me sitting at home feeling unproductive and gross all around. i feel bloated and fat, ugly and insecure about my face and height. i’m going to a hockey camp tmr and i’m so scared to change in front of the girls that are all ripped and really pretty and then there’s old me. i honestly don’t know what to do. i feel so unlike myself and just not in the right mindset. any tips on how to clear my head? or tips with any problem that i mentioned??