pregnancy makes me feel beautiful

so at 25years old and 265lbs, after cancer, radiation, more radiation, and a miscarriage I am 21 weeks pregnant.

I get allot of hate from my family cause I am the biggest person in my family.. so being pregnant and fat is open season for back handed compliments..

I fucking love my body!! I love my giant belly! big booty! boobs! after losing 36lbs and still dropping! I feel great! I'm always worried that losing weight is a bad sign, but everyone says it's nothing to worry about.

my fiance and I and our 3 yr old son Ryker will be heading to the hospital tonight to find out if we will be blessed with boy #2 or an entire new life with a baby girl! either way we cant wait! I'm so nervous. idk why! but today getting ready to adventure into the shower to shave "survivor" by destiny's child came on. I was butt naked dancing and singing because I am a freaking survivor. and I am beautiful, no matter what people say, or even how I look at myself at times.

so like anyone I snapped a pic!

I hope that all you gorgeous momas feel gorgeous!

and I'd love to see more pics from others with words of hope and self love!!!

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