I’m 7+1 today and went for my ultrasound. There was no heartbeat.

I miscarried from june 3-7 and never had a period in between so they count that as my last period- putting me at 7 weeks. Today they only saw a sack measuring 5 1/2-6 weeks but no baby or heartbeat. Dr thinks the baby stopped growing. Sent me for blood work to confirm.

I’m being irrational and clinging to hope that somehow I’m earlier that I am- but dr did not feel that way. I had my first hcg done june 30 and it was only a 5. I had it done again three days later and it went to 40. That was weeks ago. I think he feels if I was earlier along than thought, then those levels wouldn’t have shown up back then?

I have a miracle blessing boy that’s 13 months- but this will mark my fifth miscarriage.