My friend told me she was pregnant and I’m happy for her but omg why can’t it happen for me. She told everyone she was trying ! And bam happens .

I was trying before her didn’t tell people snd it’s happened!

I am happy for her but I’m jealous! It’s bitter I know but that’s how I feel . It’s all she talks about to the point I know she’s happy but I don’t even want to see her!

To make it worse .... this is where I feel like an awful selfish cow and maybe I need to be told about myself

She has asked my mum to be birthing partner! Her mum passed away when she was young and is close to my mum.

But she has aunties her boyfriends mum I feel like I want my mum to be there for me when it happens and experience that with me ! Not have her say your mum did this for me and compare and take away the special time for me and my mum .

Honest views let’s have them.

Am I just a cow , jealous and nasty :(