ready to pull my hair out...

had a miscarriage in may, chemical last month... and i keep testing this cycle and im on cycle day 34 with negative pregnancy tests.

wtf.... just wtf.... my body bleeds when it shouldnt. and yet when i just need my cycle to stop it doesnt.

ready to throw in the towel, at least i have a beautiful healthy 2 year old.

guess i dont deserve another.