update on what happened

update on what happened here's a little background me and my fiance haven't really had the best relationship over the past couple years and by we haven't had the best I mean he wasn't very nice to me in fact he would hurt me intentionally so I left for a while came back and things seem to have changed so then I got pregnant I'm 5 weeks and things were getting worse again empty threats saying he would leave or saying that I'm selfish for getting pregnant you know stuff like that this morning he woke me up and I literally was going on like maybe an hour ish of sleep I got a little upset because you know hormones I'm pregnant he then said to me if I drop drop my attitude he was going to drop kick me in the stomach as hard as he could knowing that I am pregnant I had to take a lot of consideration and had to get my priorities straight first thing was can I fix this with him second was mine and my baby safety his threats are getting worse so I decided it's time to go because this baby does nothing deserve to be brought up in a world like this or have a father like that so I decided to have my stepdad come get me hack on my ex's now X stuff up and it's time to move on and raise my baby the right way he always told me that if I left him he kill himself I had to remind myself that that's just his way of trying to control me and keep me wrapped around his finger and that if he actually did do it if I left it wouldn't be my fault and I need to understand that it wouldn't be my fault the hard part is I'm 19 I have no job raising this baby is going to be the hardest thing I've ever done and I can't do it alone not even close