Yesterday(husbands birthday) we found out my father in laws cancer is back and he doesn’t have many options for treatment. It would be their first grandchild and everyone has been tremendously excited up until this point about the baby. My heart is breaking for everyone and I’m just trying to stay strong because there isn’t much I can do. I don’t mind that the attention has been taken off the baby I just almost feel guilty that I’m even pregnant. My husband made the comment that he feels like having he baby otw makes this whole situation even harder on his dad because he wants to to be around to see his granddaughter. I know he didn’t mean to make me feel like this is terrible timing to have a baby but as a woman I of course put blame on myself. If anyone reading this doesn’t mind saying a prayer for Our family it would be much appreciated. His name is Jeff and he has recurring head and neck cancer. He will be in LA this afternoon to find out what his options are.

Thank you all for your support.