Had the worst prenatal appt ever today..

Haley

I went into my OB's office for a regular exam and ultrasound.. I was on cloud nine, so excited to see my baby girl again. I have my ultrasound done first and it was heavenly! Got to see her beautiful face and watch her move around. Then comes time for my exam. Dr walks into the room and tells me that my baby has stopped growing. She went from being in the 40th percentile to being in the 18th. All of this in just a few weeks time.. She starts talking about how my placenta may be detaching already, then brings up my weight (I'm tiny for being 3 weeks away from my due date), says I haven't gained enough and that it's effecting my baby. She makes it sound like it'a my fault. She's ripping me a new one saying I should have been treating my morning sickness with medication this whole time. Then she said my morning sickness isn't even morning sickness, t's reflux. Tells me to start taking tums (I throw them right back up). Just literally making it sound like I have risked my baby's life and health throughout my pregnancy by not doing something sooner. Idk what I was supposed to do exactly, scoop up my vomit out of the toilet and eat it?? I've been so sick my entire pregnancy.. not only with the vomiting but with horrible kidney infections too! So bad I was running fevers for days over them. She even made it sound like we could possibly lose our daughter..

I'm now sitting here at home thinking I did this to my baby.. Was there a warning sign I missed? Could I have been eating more? Idk.. just so upset.

My boyfriend told me to not worry. just a few weeks ago they were telling us how perfect and healthy she was, so how is she now facing major medical problems?

Sorry just had to vent.

Here's a picture of my beautiful little girl and her baby duck lips lol