I just can’t get excited yet...

Still 3 days until my period. I knew before the test just like the last couple times, I have felt nausea on and off today and bloating. So I decided to take a test and its positive. Although, after two consecutive miscarriages, I can’t get happy yet. I feel awful that I can’t get excited, but I just am fearing somethings gonna go wrong again, especially since I’m so early again. Please send prayers and sticky baby dust my way. I think we will put trying for our 2nd on hold if this happens again because I’m not sure I can deal with he heart ache a third time in a row. (It would be the 4th miscarriage in total, and have had 1 successful pregnancy). I’m sorry for the dreary post, I just needed to tell someone and talk to about my feelings, hubby is usually good to talk to about these things but since we’ve been through multiple losses already he’s starting to feel the same and I don’t want to add stress to him too.

Thank you, and a huge heartfelt good luck to all you lady’s ttc after miscarriage. I sincerely hope what you have experienced was a last and that you are able to have a healthy and happy pregnancy very soon ♥️