Bloody sex

I’ve only just recently lost my virginity a little over a month ago so I’m still new to everything but why am I bleeding so damn much during and after sex!?

No where near my period so I know it’s not that

And I know it’s just my body not use to it and such but why soooo much blood 😩

I’m scared it will scare him off just because it’s so gross tho I know it’s natural