Trew-Grace, should I use the name my heart wants even though Trew is the absent fathers name?

Trew= believe... its Scottish

Grace= Gods Favor

I am a very faithful woman which is why I know its only by Gods favor and my believing why I am pregnant. I want to honor that. this is no stranger baby we have been pregnant several times before but ended in miscarriages. We have had a complicated relationship for over 6 years. He walked out of my life maybe the day after conceiving so neither of us expected this.

I we both changed numbers and because of his choice of females in the past he think that im lying about my pregnancy to manipulate him into my life. I would never due that but I understand given a few things that have happened to him.

here is the dilemma, the father is known by a specific name I have always liked its not his birth name but a name his grandmother gave him as a nickname due to his blunt honesty. ( straight aries) years ago I thought I would name my kid that I like it, no I love it. So as a single mom now its hard to think ahead without him yet I must. So I tossed that name aside but even my list of names I had fir years did not tug at me like this name. His "brother" ( he put his brother up to contacting me) asked what I was having and I told him a girl, he asked about names and he suggested a name similar to the birth name including his last name I said hold up I cant give my baby anything that has to do with him since she doesnt have him. but then I said aloud

Trew-Grace then the baby moved, I had tears and it was the most perfect moment like I knew it was right. I told the brother and he said yessss thats her name. I said but I cant do that he isnt her dad she doesn't have one, he replied " she has a dad"

I posted with no poll in anothet group.