Upset

Okay, I’ve been out of town for a few weeks in my hometown visiting my family. Every time I come home to see my boyfriend he always has something to do. Well I found out I needed surgery and I placed him as one of my two escorts home. I let him know 2 weeks prior to the surgery and he said he’d promised he’d be there and take the day off of work. My surgery was yesterday, he never showed an didn’t even go to work because they have the day off when it rains. He didn’t even come visit me after I was taken home. So my mother couldn’t go to work, she had to watch my loopy acting ass, which is something he’d promised us he’d do. But he went fishing. Every time I want to hang out with him he can’t, but ends up going fishing or hanging out with his friends. I’m very frustrated with him over that and how he didn’t come to surgery with me. I don’t know if I can trust or rely on him anymore. I have no idea what to do or feel about it. I need advice