Which birth control pill to use ?!

Emma

I was on ortho tri cyclen lo for about 6 months and quit once i broke up with my boyfriend. Went back on 4 months later and I felt suicidal so then I quit again. I’m going back to school next month so I want to be protected. My doctor gave me Larin 24 Fe but i keep hearing horrible reviews and want to try Lo loestrin ? Has anyone tried these birth controls before? Also what’s better Lo loestrin or loestrin fe?