I just needed to let this out

I’ve been feeling stressed and extremely anxious. Id was only a matter of time before this depression creeped up again. I have a paper due Friday . It’s 10 on and I’ve only eaten 4 breadsticks. I just have no desire for anything. I feel like someone is sitting on my chest. I know I’m rambling and not making sense my thoughts are all over the place . Everyone says “I’m hear when you need me” .. until you actually need them... at this point

I dont wanna die I just really don’t want to be here or feel this.....