I miss being pregnant

Bubba

I am 9 days postpartum today.

I had a beautiful pregnancy and also a beautiful labour experience, I had an amazing midwife deliver my baby girl.

My labour was only 5 hours long and I dialated so quick I ended up not having an epidural, which was a great thing.

She is healty and beautiful, I never thought I could love someone the way I love her.

The next day after coming from hospital, I woke up having a minor panic attack, had trouble breathing and felt anxious.

I miss being pregnant, I miss my midwife, miss the hospital, doctor's exams etc.

I am so happy and blessed to have her, but cannot understand why am I missing all the things, connected with pregnancy and labour.

When I see a photo of pregnant woman, I start crying immidiately.

I am trying to understand where these feelings are comming from?  Maybe it's because I become attached to certain people and situations so quick and the fact that I had a beautiful pregnancy and labour only maked me miss it more.

I love having my baby girl in my arms, but I so want to be pregnant again and again...

Is it normal, has anyone had similar experience?