Nothing like a shot to an extremely fragile self esteem today than putting on a maternity shirt and realizing it’s kinda small now. 😭. I’ve been off all morning and upset and I am trying not to be...but I’m to the point that I want my body back, I want to be intimate with my husband again- and I want to not feel like a pig in lipstick anymore. I have always have body issues (past dancer) and today I have just about had enough. I feel horribly guilty for saying that, but it just had to get off my chest. Husband is being great luckily- just the end of this process kinda blows.