so , i’m 15 and i met this guy through my ex best friend . She was playing with a ton of boys at once and didn’t like him at the most . Earlier in the year before he met her he claimed i catfished him because a mutual friend of ours posted a video of me and i looked a lot bigger than what i am . (i’m not slim) and the boy and i stopped talking. Well last month , the best friend i mentioned earlier and i finally fell out (r.i.p damn💀💀). I posted it to my spam page on instagram and he saw (the boy i like )it and asked if i wanted to talk about it . Him and i spoke a small amount of times before he dm’d me this time . Well in a confused moment we began talking and we haven’t stopped since . The 24th we went to the movies and apparently i’m not as big as he thought i was and idk if he cared or not because things happened and he definitely touched all on my body (oh god no sex .. yet ) anyway.. he’s a football player and right now for me it’s summer vacation and he has summer practice .. it can range from 5 to 10 hours a day . so of course when he comes home he goes to sleep and i do not bother that and we do not go to the same school so it’s hard to hear from him 😣. I recently have gotten a new male best friend .. now lemme tell you this i dead ass don’t believe in that ‘new bestie’ every 3 weeks shit i don’t roll like that but in a moment of weakness he became my ‘bestie’ well comes to find out he likes me.. and he and my ex best friend actually talked .. and i just want a male friend . i do not want to hurt his feelings . Then this girl named Jalynn i am only friends with is so beautiful 😍. but likes girls. Now ian gay but i’ll have sex with a girl.. now the boy i like i sent him thirst traps .. i sent them to her to but to judge and that was afterwards tho so idk y i sent them to her 😂🤦🏽‍♀️but out of the two boys she entertains me the most.. and i just got off my cycle like today and i’m usually really horny on my period . so idk if i like her or just want to sex her .. so it’s between C my potential lover , K the best friend, and Experiment ‘J’ ..PLEASE GIVE ME YOUR HONEST THOUGHTS AND OPINIONS. I’ve cried twice today . i’ll probably keep crying.