C section fears

I’m hoping some of you ladies have gone through this and can give some tips on how to stop being so looney..

I’m a first time mom, never had any type of surgery, and I’m scheduled to have my baby girl via section on the 13th.

I’ve been breaking down in tears at random times throughout the day because I’ve been 100% convinced that I’m gonna die on the operating table & I’ll never get to meet my baby girl. It doesn’t help matters that my fiancé has told me he has been having dreams that I’m gonna die on the table, he’ll have to tell our families that I’ve died, and he’ll have to raise our daughter on his own.

Is this a normal thing for new moms to go through or is my family just crazy? I can’t stand the anxiety of it all. 😓