3 days ago a guy I know messaged me on snapchat at like 2 in the morning (red flag #1). He asked if he could hang with me, I told him he could come over if he was chill. I had no desire to have sex with him, and i let that be known.

He came over, I just wanted to relax but right when he got to my place he was all over me. Kissing my neck, trying to make out with me, touching all over my legs and vagina. I guess I was okay with making out, so that’s what we did. I did NOT want it to go any farther, but he started taking his pants off and taking my underwear off. I said I don’t want to do that, “just the tip he said”. My stupid self let just the tip happen, then he stuck it in me. I yelped and said NO! He said sorry, kept “teasing” me, then stuck it in AGAIN.

This happened like 10 times, then I finally gave up and just had sex with him. The whole time I felt disgusting and I wanted to stop. I did make it stop like 2 times and this guy DID NOT get the point. I ended up giving up and finished him off so he could get off of me.

I guess im asking since I technically “consented”, do I have a right to feel super uncomfortable? I deleted his number and deleted him on snapchat. I’m just asking if I should feel the way I do. 😞

Oh and also to top it all off, the stupid fuckers condom fell off inside of me when he came. So yeah, he came in me too. So I had to buy Plan B. Thankfully I’m also on birth control but I don’t always trust it.