it's nearing the time when it was due to be born

this just hit me and it hurts. most days i don't think about the abortion at all, even when i do i know it was the right choice and it doesn't hurt. Tonight is not like that. tonight I'm finding myself tearing up and thinking a lot about it. i don't know what this post is for. i just needed to say it. maybe hear from someone who has experienced the same?