31 and trying

Erin

I'm 31 and trying for my second. My daughter is almost 12. I have been on one form or another of birth control for most of the last 12 years. I had the implant in my arm removed about 2 months ago. period was late this month. took a test bfn. had brown spotting one day then nothing. I have an appt wit on in about 2 weeks. don't want to keep waiting money on neg pregnancy test but the wait is awful. the did I test too soon? how does everyone else get through? my SO is in the army and gone for 2 weeks so I can't even lean on him right now. 😔