My mental heath has ruined my life so much. I’m constantly ruining things and being a failure overall. I tried finding good things about myself but I can’t. I stutter, I have anxiety, depression, PTSD and moderate dyslexia. I’m not interesting to look at or be around. I’m not smart and I don’t have any special talents. And I’m no benefit to my family, friends, or boyfriend in any way. I just don’t see a point in me living anymore. Everyday I want to die. I’m actually wanting to commit suicide before my 21st birthday this year. I honestly don’t see myself in a bright future. I feel like I’m out of options on what to do.