First time

I recently got pregnant for the first time ever at 23, and had a miscarriage at 10 weeks.. I'm struggling with getting over it could anyone agree when you get your first period after miscarriage is the worst period of your life... just so sad that I took all the throwing up for granted wishing I could still be pregnant instead of being normal and having my period again.... theirs definitely a baby boom right now because everyone is getting pregnant.. it's so hard people who were a few weeks behind you posting their pregnancy excitement and needing to hide all of these posts of other people for your own sanity... now a girl that I'm friends with that kept checking in on me while I was pregnant is now pregnant her self and I have to be the great friend and be positive and loving while hurting inside but I know we need to strengthen each other.... so to my ladies who took the time to listen... advice... for moving on and trying to be happy.. maybe send me some motivational quotes.. lol.. and no I cant try again to get pregnant yet because my partner doesn't want to try.. being stuck in a conflict with my partner now we fight because I'm upset he wont give me the baby we didn't plan for.. that now I want more than anything... sigh.. ❤