1.5 years of trying for first BFP....

So I JUST had a early MC at 5wks on July 11th...my body went back to normal almost instantly...this is my first cycle after the MC...and I'm thinking it may be my 🌈...my period is due tomorrow...but I just dont think its coming...I think I saw a squinter on a test this morning....

but im kinda scared...I dont know if I could handle two losses in a row....I never in my wildest dream thought I could get pregnant so soon after the first loss....obviously AF could still turn up...trying to not read too much into it...but its really hard!!