So this has nothing to do with babies, but i need to vent.

So it’s exactly 1:01 AM, and me and my boyfriend got in a argument around 12:30, because someone called him around that time, we NEVER get calls late at night, so i kept asking who it was. He kept saying he didn’t know. Mind you he has cheated on me twice, with two of my ex bestfriends. Anyways, so we had gotten into a argument, he told me to call the number back, so i did. A guy answered and i asked who it was, and he said Angel. Now why would a grown ass man be calling my man at midnight, so i asked for his last name, and he hung up on me so quick i couldn’t even say anything else. So once he hung up, i told my boyfriend he must know who it was. He caught an attitude and started calling me every name i could think of. It’s pretty sad. We have a two year old son and a baby on the way. So after he was done calling me names and telling me how insecure i was he told me to go sleep with my son in his toddler bed. So i got up and went to my sons bed. There he goes again, calling me names. I want to leave, but it’s so hard, i’m scared of taking care of two kids on my own, and i don’t want them to grow up without being around their father. I don’t know what to do.. 😪 Aug 19 will make us 3 years together, and it’s really hard to give up. I don’t know 😪😪