jealous of baby boys 😩

When we found out we were pregnant I was hoping for a baby boy but once we found out it was a girl the disappointment was shocking. Now im 28 weeks and i cant help get upset when i see other women that are pregnant with boys. Im constantly thinking about when we can try again for a boy and i know if we were having a boy i would be happy with just one or not even think about future children. It also scares me because what if i never get my little boy? 😭