***PLEASE NO NEGATIVE COMMENTS, JUST TRYING TO ASK FOR SOME ADVICE***

okay so, i’m 14 years old, and i really like this guy and i want to be with him but i feel like people would judge because he’s 3 years older than me. i’ve been told i’m very mature for my age, but i don’t know if that really makes up for 3 years of age difference. before anyone says anything about that, let me give a little backstory. we’ve been talking for over 4 months now, and it’s been every single day. i honestly think that he likes me back, if not as more as a friend for sure. we’ve talked about meeting over the past month or so, but he lives an hour and twenty minutes away from me which is a little hard especially since i’m 14 and don’t get my license for another year and a half. he has a friend my age that lives 10 minutes away from me, and we were talking about meeting the next time he comes down here. i honestly can’t wait till that happens, because he is such a nice guy and it literally makes my heart skip a beat when i see his name pop up on my phone. i can’t remember a guy i’ve likes as much as him. it just feels right talking to him ya know?

back to the real question and the reason i need advice. is it too weird that i like a guy this much if we’ve never met, especially since he’s 3 years older than me?