Little without a Mommy/Daddy needs advice

Because of long-term sexual abuse that I just recently went public about I have developed a mostly non sexual subspace as a way to comfort myself. The problem is that I have never had a mommy/daddy but I will still fall into subspace if I get too stressed. I'm having trouble deal with it alone because of all of the emotions that are surfacing with coming out about it but I'm to scared to find someone to take care of me. It would really help to get some tips and advice about self care when in subspace and dealing without a mommy/daddy. Please and thank you 😁