Finally miscarried

sha

I have been waiting 3weeks to miscarry as i had wat is called a missed miscarriage the doctors gave me another 2weeks before suggesting taking the pill to get it out. I opted for natural. I bled last sat and finally.. ysterday i took a walk around the park with my toddler then realised i could feel pain this was it i wanted it out tonight. After putting my little one to sleep in the night i forced hubby to take me on a long walk. Walked upto the high st and needed to come home could feel contractions! I came home and ran to the loo called hubby to come and sit with me and after half hour of agonizing contractions and pulling my husband's arms off whilst sitting on the toilet. I felt a huge gush and relief the sac finally came out. I sat and cried my eyes out it just confirmed it all. I honestly didnt know what to expect never been thru a miscarriage do i push do i not. I was messaging my aunty for advice she was like dont push jus ride the contractions thru and youl suddenly feel a relief. She was right i instantly relaxed once it was out. My husband then dived in with rubber gloves and pulled the sac out jus to make sure it was what we thought it was. Then i sat on the loo for ages releasing out clots and blood. Thought i would write this as i never knew wat to expect im sure there are others who dont know wat to expect either.. and the reason why im not emotionally writing this is because iv accepted the miscarriage for 3 to 4weeks now waiting for its arrival. Im just glad its over and i can start healing.