So Dissappointed

I took my 1st round of clomid this month after 18 months of ttc. Took a pregnancy test last night at 10-11 dpo and it was a bfn. I was so hopeful this month was going to be the one I finally got to see 2 lines instead of one. I'm always disappointed when it comes back negative, but this time hit me so much harder than before. Waiting for AF to rear her ugly face so I can try again next month.