I’ve never talked about this to anyone before but I figured I’ll air it out here so no rude ass comments please.

But last year in October I found out I was pregnant with baby #2 but it was just all bad timing my daughter was only 10 months old, and me and my fiancée and our daughter was living with my mom in a tiny bed room( his credit was messed up so we couldn’t get an apartment) we both had lost our jobs (laid off) so we was on unemployment and searching for new jobs. So we ended up deciding to have a abortion.....now fast foward we ended up getting a place of our own in April 🙌. we both have good jobs now and now I want another baby😞 but I just feel like a completely horrible person because of what happened in October and that I don’t deserve a baby. It just sucks because if life wasn’t so bad for us I would have continued my pregnancy but it just wasn’t looking like we would ever move out and have a place of our own.