Im working in an island for a week. Just a week. But its veryyy demanding i have no standard working hours i am in a rush all day long to check things... I am away from my SO for this reason. So today was the first day i started working and my SO went swimming with some colleagues in his town and one of them is a girl that likes him. he has told me he cant stand her and she flirts with him in a disgusting way but anyway their colleagues are going so he goes. This is what i told him too. But now im ready to sleep after an exhausting day and we talked on the phone. He had a great time, spent all day with his colleagues...and i am in such a beautiful island and ready to cry from exhaustion, cant really visit any place. I dont know why i am writing this or why i am referring to that girl. I am not jealous of her. But before this week i was on holiday i had a greaaat time -my SO worked in another town- ppl flirted with me (of course i rejected them)and my SO was really jealous and kept asking me where i went with who etc. Now he is the one that has a good time and i feel weird. Like things changed quickly idk. Sorry for the vent