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Less than a year ago I started volunteering at a hospital for service learning hours at school. I’m only 14 and at the beginning of the of June I decided to go in and volunteering. And my friend wanted to come with me. So I decided to let her and I didn’t tell my boss she was with me. And I let her wear my shirt. And my bosses boss caught us and I lied to her about who my friend was of like 5 minutes. Till I finally told her who she was and she got ready upset and so I started to apologize and apologize. But then two weeks later I got a call from my boss saying she wanted to my mom and told me she would have to fire me so I apologize and apologize to her. So she let me keep my spot. And so I have been going in less now because I feel like I will get in trouble or it will be awkward and I haven’t seen my bosses boss since. It’s been almost 3 months and every time I think about it my heart starts races and I feel really bad and sometimes I feel like crying. And I think it makes me really depressed sometimes.