I got dumped...

Sorry I haven’t been active. At the begging for of the holidays I was on the phone to my now ex boyfriend and it was fine. He had to go out so we hung up but he was saying how much he loved me before he did it. Then an hour later we got into a little argument. This wasn’t uncommon for us. We were very happy but we r both just very opinionated and hot headed. Anyways we sorted it out and then a few minutes later I got a txt from him saying he was breaking up with me cause he couldn’t deal with my ‘shit’. He never told me wat that shit was just said it was a long time coming. Anyways since then I have been getting serious verbal abuse and threats from his friends and I have lost almost 2 stone as I can’t keep food down. I can’t sleep and I don’t know why. Might I add he was my first: kiss, boyfriend, and sexual partner. We were together 10 months then out of the blue over txt he dumps me. I’m sorry I just had to get this out somewhere I tried talking to my friends about it and they just said he was a dick and quickly changed the subject. They don’t let me talk about it cause they think I would get hung up but wat they don’t understand is that I need to get it out. Again sorry. Thx for listening 💕