Depressed and emotional!!

Update : Thank you all for your response. I don't blame him because I know his financial situation is tight currently. Just wanted to say how I got emotional and depressed when couldn't buy . For those saying for getting a job , we're on student visa here in US and being a spouse , I can't apply for job here. It's illegal so just staying home . But after having my baby, I've a plan to start my studies here to prepare for my USMLE as I'm a medical Dr but need to pass American licensing exam to start my job .

So few people gifted us gift cards for kohls and TJ max worth of $50 & $30 respectively. I wanted to spend those at buying baby stuff and for my 18 months old baby boy.

We went today at kohls and I spent more than an hour searching through clearance racks to find stuff for both

When I was done , it was way more than $50 gift card . I didn't want to drop anything I found but husband was insisting to only buy stuff through gift card and no extra cash . When I count items worth of $50 , it was like 1 or 2 items for each kid .I became so depressed at it that I put EVERYTHING back and didn't buy anything. I asked him to go back to home , he said ok and dropped me home and said I've just wasted his time .

Feeling so depressed. I understand that we can't afford to spend much because he's a full time student and I'm just a SAHM and we don't have a job or family here .our financial situation is tight but I wanted to buy stuff for my kids .it's always like that whenever we go to some store , I don't look for stuff for myself , just for kids and his stuff , but at the end, we always have an argument on spending or end up buying nothing . I always have to sacrifice my wishes because he can't spend much. I understand that and always cooperate with him but sometimes it makes me so depress when I can't have what I want .

Thanks for listening. End of rant .