I think he finally pushed me to the point of no return..

My husband and I have been separated about a month because he just decided he didnt want to be married, he didnt want to work at our relationship. Then last week he was all of a sudden a different person. He was loving, caring, wanted to be together, wanted to have more children, it was everything I wanted. This week, he has changed again. He is hateful, mean, won't give me the time of day to even have a conversation. This is about the 3rd time he has done this and every single time I try my hardest to make it work and keep our family together. Every time he leaves, I work on myself and try to improve so I can be a better wife to him, but he never changes. He is always self centered and can never apologize for doing wrong or put in any effort to make things better.

Today he crossed a line and I dont think we can go back. He went out to the bar for his cousins birthday last night. We are living apart so he did not get to spend time with his son this weekend since he went out instead. I asked him to wear his ring to the bar. He did but then I was told he immediately took it off. So this morning I asked if he would come with me and our son to play at the park before we had to leave. He said no, he wanted to sleep. He complained he only got 6 hours of sleep at that point even though he had another 8 hours to rest before he has to go to work tonight. Well that wasnt good enough, he didnt want to spend time with his son, he wanted to sleep. So I said maybe he should've stayed home and not gone to the bar so he could have spent time with our son. (he won't get to see our son for two weeks, so I wanted him to spend time with him). He said he had to go to the bar because "I had priorities."

Priorities. Going to the bar with his cousin (who he is currently living with)... over spending time with his son who he won't see for two weeks... When I pointed that out, he said "Fuck you" and went into the apartment and slammed the door.

I have a feeling it's really over this time... ugh. I'm so sick of me and my son being treated like we have to fight for a place in his life. I'm done fighting to stay in his life.