Totally In Love

I have been with my fiance for almost 3 years, and we will be getting married in November. Before him I went through years of an abusive/manipulative family, a boyfriend who ended up having what I think is a mental disease...seriously/I ended up very worried about him..., and I started to sick for a year before I knew him. Through all of my battles he always has accepted me. Our ups and downs always end with us coming back together and having each others backs. My illness has finally started to calm down/I feel like I have recovered. So, we have been trying to concieve since June. Even though it would break my heart if it ever turned out to be the case where we couldn't concieve; I have decided that I will take the higher road from depression. My so and I will dedicate our time to loving / enjoying our life and giving back to others. I sure hope we do have a family, but reading all of the sad stories on here paired with my almost dying from my illness forced me to be positive. :) I hope this post makes someone smile. It is important to love your life no matter what.