I tested too early ...

And now I'm bummed. I don't understand why I do this to myself. I mean why is it so difficult to wait and just let nature run it's course. Why do I feel such an urge to get an answer now? Clearly I'm not the kind of woman that can handle seeing a negative and go about normally. I feel so sad and there's really no one else to blame but myself. After a miscarriage I cant help but feel that maybe I'll be like one of those lucky ladies to get a positive again.

Sorry about the rant just needed to vent my TTC frustrations.