She chooses to believe :)

There once was a woman, all she could recall to deal and had commitment with a man was an unpleasant past to remember nor repeated. To let herself get comfortable with somebody else again was something she’s so afraid of.

She possessed herself with the role she thought more appealing than just being herself. A role model with no hearts, just brain and lots of logics. Cause that was the only way she did to survive back then.

All of those things she did was just to careful herself from being so naive. She was fully alert and vigilant. She kept her heart closed and her mind opened.

A man came and responded so positivly towards the poor fences she installed, and never stopped showering her everyday with the loves he had refilled everyday for her. But a moment like that, she exactly knew wont last long.

Day runs, months passed. She looked at the man and got so amazed that the man had so much endurance to stay showered her with the love and affection that suit her needs. In her mind she kept asking what’s the profit he was trying to get? She never knew.

in sum, at that time, she knew that the man was different than any man outhere she had experienced.

Just like her, he loved to love like how she loved. the way he spent his time, his love for being at home, and love for the animals was so much like hers. almost everything about him resembled with her life image.

until when she saw him she could literally saw herself in it.

Now It has been months they are together. does god make the clock ticks faster? She doesn’t know. She says that Hours are passing like seconds, everything feels so much faster when she’s with him.

Unwittingly, once she sees herself, she is already deep down inside the zone called love. She is so terrified but she feels that the place where she gets unconsciously comfort in it somehow feels so much pleasant than the experiences she had from the past before.

She was survived back then but she never felt so alive just like how she feels nowadays.

He always challenges her to just stay believe in . and she challenges him back to stay the same. Because a broken mind and heart like her can be only fixed with with the things called love, an unconditional love and to stay the same with her like there’s no other woman. And that’s again, how naive and she has actually been conquered.