I’ve always known I wanted to be a mummy, when I was a little girl I wasn’t interested in playing with barbies, it was always baby dolls and I’d always want the most life like one for Christmas! When I got to 19 I started to get such an ache and need for a baby I knew I was so ready, I got pregnant with my ex after 8 months trying but had a chemical which hit me too hard and he didn’t seem bothered, it broke us up. I’m now 23 with the most amazing partner who

finally decided last November that we could start trying after me pestering him since pretty much we got together 😂 we had a 2 month break of ttc in April and May but started again in June. I feel like I’ve been waiting so long I just can’t imagine myself ever being pregnant or having a baby. It feels like it’s never going to happen! It really gets me down and I’m scared something is wrong with me 😔 my OH has a 5 year old daughter from a one night stand and it always gets me down that he was able to get someone pregnant from one night yet here we are after 7 months and still nothing 😭

PFA of my chemical💔