Sick of my cycle

Lauren • 31, partner is 35. We have three children, William 10, Georgia 2 & Eliza just born. I work with domestic abuse victims in the north east of England. Partner is a roofer/joiner.

My af came last thursday-6 days early!!!!!!

And im normally 4 days. It is now my 6th day of bleeding.

My cramps are unbelievable.. but my cervix is high soft and closed(confused about the closed thing?!) And it feels big.

My back is also aching a lot.. kinda hoping its a baby but i no deep down it isnt.

And to top it off me & my partner are probably over. Which is a bum considering we have been ttc for 6 months 🙈