Today is Hard

Exactly how I feel today 😭. It has officially been one week since we received the news that our baby stopped growing and no longer had a heart beat at 10 weeks. I thought this would get easier with time but it seems to just be getting harder. Our baby would have been due the day before I lost my father two years ago and I am just not sure how I will ever make it through March again. After the loss of my father my life changed significantly. I lost a significant part of who I was and have never fully found myself again. Now this loss is taking even more of that person I used to be away. I am trying to cope and be as “positive” as possible but I just feel immobilized and that no one close to me truly understands how this feels. Thinking about all you ladies out there going through this same pain!