Its official. My 5th pregnancy is lost

I just got back from my doctor. I was 6 weeks, going on my 7th. They told me that my baby hasn't grown since last week. In fact, it's gotten smaller with no heartbeat.

I'm angry and depressed. I'm sick and tired of trying to only be heartbroken again and again!!

The only reason I stay sane is because my husband helps me find my sanity in these hard times.

I had 5 pregnancies (including the one I just lost) and no children to show for it. I want to adopt, but I don't know if I qualify or where to begin. And my home won't allow me to have a pet of my own.

I'm sorry. I'm just going through a warlwind of emotions and I needed to vent.

Thank you for reading