Why can’t I have a normal life already

Ashlee

When one thing goes wrong, it’s like a chain reaction in my life, first my mental health doctor who prescribes me my a-d-h-d medication completely falls off by face off the earth so I have been with out my meds for days now, because of that my son was not registered in school on time because I can’t focus properly to get everything I needed on time, so he had to move back in with my mother (just what I need, now I’ll constantly just hear how big of a piece of shit mother I am from my sister). Then I received an email from my land lord with an eviction notice inside, reasoning of eviction “she has received numerous anonymous calls from a female stating I was doing and selling drugs out of my apartment mind you I have been clean for 2 years now (coincidently my sister told me a few days ago she was going to do what ever she had to do to make sure my son did not live with me, hmmm wonder who the anonymous caller was). I have court in a couple days to start my long 12 months of probation... beginning of October I start my house arrest for 15 days... so not only do I have 30 days to come up with money for a new apartment and I’m sure the security deposit as well but I also have to find a new apartment, have 450$ for hook up of house arrest, pack and move out of the current apartment, on top of working a full time job... all with out taking the most important medication that helps me stay focused and on task... can you just say... FUCKED!