Before my emergency c-section my ideal family order would be having my first two kids close in age. With my c-section experience I became afraid of going thru that again. Now 7 months later my husband and I decided why not give it a try so we did. I later thought maybe it was too early for me to go through that again. I should let my body heal more. I am a day away from my expected period and am torn between whether I want AF to show up or not. I came to this group for support and started reading the topic titles and I remembered the pain I went through! I just can't believe how easy it was to forget all that in this short period of time! I don't know how to feel at this point😓

Update: AF showed up yesterday! Will try try again after my baby's 1st birthday. I'm thinking maybe a summer baby🤷‍♀️