I'm scheduled for my first c section for my first baby at 6am today due to her weighing on the larger side & due to my small statue. The doctors gave me a choice to still try and have her naturally & hope for the best 🤞🏽 meaning hope her shoulders doesn't get stuck because if they do she will most likely die however if she were to survive she could end up disabled some how. So as hard as it was for me I chose for a c section. I already lost a baby last year (due to other reasoning, story is on my profile) & I cannot bare to loose another one especially after 9 whole months, therefore in my heart I feel a c section is a better route for her. However, the doctor also said the birth measurements from the ultrasound could be wrong but honestly I don't want to stress during L&D nor chance it. I am extremely nervous, especially about the anesthesia, I hate being poked. They're giving me a spinal tap and I'm scared. Overall I am happy my baby girl will be here in a few hours.